Pet Hamster Zombie; a Short Commentary on the Longevity of Feeling Meh

Depressed Shout out to the depressed Just trying to get by. Keeping eyes open With regurgitated lies I don’t feel happy I’m not even that sad I say I’m hopeful So they don’t feel bad It’ll be okay If tomorrow ever comes But I’ll still be struggling To believe in the dawn. Hello, friends! I thought I’d share a little ditty I wrote as 2020 … Continue reading Pet Hamster Zombie; a Short Commentary on the Longevity of Feeling Meh

Lucidity LambMarch 13, 2026March 2, 2026Leave a comment

blog, meditation, poem, Poetry

Immortal

There comes a time when one must realize an end. We are here on borrowed time, Using borrowed bodies, hearts, and minds. Our memories and actions will be erased. Only our souls, memoryless, Shall endure as maturing beings. We are immortal, but our bodies are not. Life is an overwhelming And educational condition. Soul to souls to soul, visceral bodies spent. Only our true cores … Continue reading Immortal

Lucidity LambMarch 6, 2026December 6, 2025Leave a comment

meditation, poem, Poetry

Time, Animate

Time presses me forward and calls me back. I remember, regret, remain, react. Daily life skitters, plain and dull. I waste it pursuing an unworthy goal. Too tired to rise, too busy to sin. Uncomfortable in aging skin. Things I wanted have faded away. Now I dream of some future day. But when I can sit calmly in the sun, I’ll be dreaming of adventures … Continue reading Time, Animate

Lucidity LambFebruary 20, 2026December 5, 2025Leave a comment

blog, meditation

An Experiment in Control

Just sit. Continue reading An Experiment in Control

Lucidity LambJanuary 30, 2026January 31, 2026Leave a comment

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A Little More Free

I would like to beA little more freeBut this burden is heavyWith my self-imposed needAnd it won’t be lighterUntil I have the timeTo remember how littleIt takes to survive. Continue reading A Little More Free

Lucidity LambJanuary 23, 2026January 30, 2026Leave a comment

blog, Essay, meditation

Remarkable

I’d like to remind you that you are remarkable. No one else has ever been you as magnificently as you are. Now, the tough part of that truth. You aren’t always right. Maybe you have even done something you are not proud of. We all learn and grow and change. But no one else has ever taken your journey. They cannot judge your soul. And … Continue reading Remarkable

Lucidity LambJanuary 9, 2026December 5, 2025Leave a comment

An old brick building, beaten by a storm. One corner is covered by an old blue tarp. The other side has block-letters that read, "You are beautiful".

blog, Essay, meditation

Counting Scars

Our differences are what make us unique humans. Continue reading Counting Scars

Lucidity LambDecember 19, 2025December 17, 2025Leave a comment

Announcements, blog, Celebrate

Checking In

Launching this website about three years ago was one of many steps to externalizing my dreams. I am an introvert with anxiety and depression and, well, issues. My writing and art had always been private, as I never considered it professional. But it occurred to me that no one begins as a professional artist. What makes you a professional is taking the steps that lead … Continue reading Checking In

Lucidity LambJanuary 23, 2024January 22, 2024Leave a comment

poem, Poetry

A Place I Can Call Home, a poem

A Place I Can Call Home Seems all my life I’ve been wandering, Days and nights the same. Maybe I’m just looking for someone Willing to share the pain. They say home is where the heart is, But I can’t find a place; Someone who knows how to forgive. Aren’t I deserving of some grace? For me it’s hard to find a mate, But I … Continue reading A Place I Can Call Home, a poem

Lucidity LambDecember 3, 2023November 28, 2023Leave a comment